Nobody ever knows better than you, do they? But you can’t get mad, Leo, when the stars don’t move as quick as you do.
Does any one else ever wish they could glimpse ten years into the future? Just to see if anything turns out the way you want, the way you need it to?
To see if one day the pain and loneliness and anger finally goes away.
And if you see that it doesn’t, that your still as empty then as you are now then maybe you could finally let go of the last senseless shred of hope you still cling to, every damn day.
Then maybe you’d have the courage to just fucking kill yourself already, instead of fighting it like you’ve been your entire goddamn life.
Because I do.
it infuriates me when people tell me “lifes too short to not forgive people!” like NO lifes too short for me to continually allow abusive and manipulative behavior in my life and live in a constant state of anxiety bc I want to be “nice” or whatever
fucking fuck yes.